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All by Myself

from Maldita by Countess Malaise

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all by myself all by myself
all by myself all by myself

its hard for me to trust
even in myself
the day u turned ur back on me
i was back in hell
i really tried my hardest to come out of my shell
I’ve been doing work
i just need some help

i i i'm
all by myself all by myself
all by myself

i i i'm
all by myself all by myself
all by myself

the drugs don’t work
it ain’t cute anymore
i know my worth
i'm trying to shut the door
i need to feel love
deep in my core
i deserve truth
i deserve more

i i i'm
all by myself all by myself
all by myself
i i i'm
all by myself all by myself
all by myself


of course i fucking miss you
sometimes i wish that i'm with you
i get so emotional, at least i'm real with
now i gotta deal with it
i forget sometimes it's okay
to feel this shit - feel both ways
but nothing really hurts like a heartbreak
yeah nothing really hurts like a heartbreak


i gotta lotta wounds and their open
theres so many times I’ve been broken
what i gotta do is keep hoping
remember what want, keep going
and i know this
and i notice
nothing will ever be perfect
but bitch i be worth it
yeah bitch i be worth it



i i i'm
all by myself all by myself
all by myself
i i i'm
all by myself all by myself
all by myself


all the love i ever got my life
made me suicidal
nothings really wrong with me
this is my survival
cos all my life i've been alone
i was grown before i was even supposed to
you never understood
cos u never stood on your own


of course i fucking miss you
sometimes i wish that i'm with you
i get so emotional, at least i'm real with
now i gotta deal with it
i forget sometimes it's okay
to feel this shit - feel both ways
but nothing really hurts like a heartbreak
yeah nothing really hurts like a heartbreak

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from Maldita, released October 31, 2021
Produced by Alfred Drexler and Lamm
Mix by Hafsteinn Þráinsson
Mastering by Styrmir Hauksson
Recorded by Alfreð Drexler

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